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I need more time with baby Jesus.

January 9, 2019 By Miriam McKenney 1 Comment

Albin Egger-Lienz Madonna 1920-22 [Public domain]

Driving up the highway to return a few backup Christmas gifts, I began to meditate on the Christmas season, baby Jesus, and scripture I heard in church on Christmas Eve: But Mary treasured all these words and pondered them in her heart.

As the words of the verse rose to the surface of my consciousness, I began to cry. As the sobs bubbled up, I began to hum. Humming and sobbing, sobbing and humming, I wept for Mary and me. Humming to soothe myself as I had done for my baby girls years ago, I realized just how connected I felt to Mary – more so than I’d ever felt before.

Imagine yourself as Mary. Yes, men, you too. Imagine that you have recently given birth to this extraordinary child. You realize that your life will never be the same again. You’ve endured an arduous journey, and now have a baby who you know is God’s child. Then, shepherds appear uninvited by you, but with good news about your baby. The word is out – the Messiah is here. Everyone who hears this is amazed. But not you. You’re listening, savoring, remembering, and pondering.

Does this story strike a chord for you? This year, it did for me. As I’ve mourned the end of my second daughter’s childhood, I’m reluctant to let go of baby Jesus. Soon enough, Mary will tell Jesus to change water into wine in Cana. Today, and for the next few weeks, I plan to savor Jesus in the way I imagine Mary enjoying her time with her baby and toddler. I’m going to carry this baby. Nurse this baby. Observe this baby. Play with this baby. Listen to this baby. Protect this baby. Wash this baby. Thank God for this baby. By the time I got to my destination, I felt great. That’s the joy of babies – especially baby Jesus.

Think about all that we do for our children – our own and ours through the link of our baptismal covenant. Reflect on all that your children teach you. Ponder what you would do if Mary dropped baby Jesus off at your house for you to babysit. Imagine holding baby Jesus in church – rocking and swaying him during the Great Thanksgiving.

Following baby Jesus requires us to be open to all that he has to teach us in all of his babyness. This Jesus hasn’t preached the Sermon on the Mount. John hasn’t baptized this Jesus. This Jesus needs you more now than he ever will. Are you willing to care for him? Are you able to see Jesus in the lives of your children? Are you ready to know the part of you that is Mary?

As your children grow, and as baby Jesus grows, I pray that you will treasure the words of those who sing their praises and see the light of God in them. And I pray that you ponder these things in your heart, always.

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Filed Under: Liturgical Year, Parenting Tagged With: baby Jesus, Christmas, Family, Jesus, Mary

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About Miriam McKenney

Miriam Willard McKenney is a child of God who finds extreme joy parenting her three girls: Nia, 26; Kaia, 21; and Jaiya, 18. She and her husband, David, met at the Union of Black Episcopalians conference in 1981. Miriam works as Forward Movement’s Development Director and at Calvary Episcopal Church in Cincinnati as Youth Director. She was a children’s librarian and school media specialist for 20 years before joining Forward Movement’s staff. She loves outdoor fitness in extreme temperatures, as there is no bad weather, just incorrect clothing choices.

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  1. Williams says

    April 7, 2019 at 5:07 pm

    Thank you for the great post

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